alotta time breaking me down.
There were times I really felt like God wasn't just testing me, He was tormenting me, taunting me, waiting for me to mess up. It was like I was running an obstacle course and He was barking all sorts of commands at me. He also would also change to the course at any given moment. Or He would throw more obstacles at me, just to see how much I could endure.
After a few years of yelling and cussing at God and telling God I wasn't gonna play His game anymore, I eventually saw God for who He is. I saw God as the Dad who loves all His kids and wants them to overcome the trials of life.
Thank God, He rescued me from my limited view of Him.
Looking back, I can see how He removed hazards, filled in pits and even rescued me from the times I got off His course. I also can see how He widened the path, (Psalm 18.36) and how even had me by the hand (Psalm 37.24).