Motherhood was not something I aspired to as a youngster. I had no starry-eyed illusions about raising children--because I was a selfish creature, I assumed any offspring I produced would be selfish as well, and would thus require something I really did not want to give...my effort and energy, and quite possibly, the putting aside of certain dreams and ambitions. This was something I understood as a teenager.
As a young married adult, I sensed that God was changing my heart about motherhood. By changing my heart, I do not mean that I suddenly grew rose-colored glasses. He softened me to the idea that perhaps what I wanted so badly--a career--was not His best for me. He had a deeper, richer future for me as a wife and mom first, career second.
This was not an easy change for me. Nor was it a one-time decision. There were several times where I doubted my abilities to parent well, or struggled with leaving the career-track. Sometimes, the idea of taking a long vacation from parenting seemed really tempting--but since I missed my children when away just one night, ditching them long term was never going to happen. And after a short season of restlessness, God would always give me an event or sweet reminder that I was chosen to be the loving mom to three precious lives. I was on the right path, even though it was not always smooth.
So, the other day I read--with probably not a little judgment-- about grown women increasingly choosing to shirk motherhood because the choice they originally made is “not a fit” for them. These include women with college degrees, many who were no doubt proclaimed to be among the best and the brightest. I was barely out of puberty when I could see the writing on the wall of the childbearing years, and these mothers are surprised by the work and sacrifice of parenthood? The real challenge these women face, of course, is not motherhood: it is the self. She looks in the mirror and sees the One Who Truly Matters. Narcissism is the plague of our times.
Peggy Drexler wrote on CNN.com about mothers leaving children permanently in the care of fathers or other caregivers, describing the phenomenon as if it were some kind of emotionally detached science experiment: “American culture ... is still conditioned--through the media and pop culture--to believe that many women’s greatest desire is to have a baby. When mothers abandon their children, it’s seen as unnatural.”
What can be “natural” about leaving your child? It is not the same as changing a career or moving to a more desirable location. Children are not things, they are complex, feeling little beings deeply attached to their parents. An absent parent--be it mother or father--leaves a void. The CNN piece, by the way, ignored the fact bad fathering even exists: if the mother willingly leaves her children, the writer seems to assume, it must mean the father is the better care-giver, and therefore the child will be okay.
According to writer Deborah Moskovitch, “a parent's rejection of a child or a parent's inconsistent presence could drastically affect a child's self esteem ... [but] one good parent who is loving and nurturing can overcome the negative affects of losing the relationship with the other parent.”
This assumes there is a good parent or caregiver left behind as well.
Motherhood is a gift. Just ask any woman yearning to have a child. A gift can be returned if it doesn’t fit, or if you already have one like it. But parenthood should have a no-return policy. Our children need us. If you are struggling as a parent, get help. Join a support group, surround yourself with emotionally healthy people who care about your family, communicate honestly with your spouse about your struggles, speak with a trusted counselor. You are a gift to your children, one they would not choose to return.
"I’ve told you these things for a purpose: that my joy might be your joy, and your joy wholly mature. This is my command: Love one another the way I loved you. This is the very best way to love. Put your life on the line for your friends." John 15:13.
This story is about the neglect children feel when their parent regrets giving birth and or considers adoption because of either being too young or too occupied for it,the author explains that parent hood shouldn't be an option because if you decide to embark that journey you shouldn't do it with half your ambition in it.Yes mistakes happen but i agree that it shouldn't be a 2nd choice and if you want to do it you cant turn back on it
This story is about the neglect children feel when their parent regrets giving birth and or considers adoption because of either being too young or too occupied for it, the author explains that parent-hood shouldn't be an option because if you decide to embark that journey you shouldn't do it with half your ambition in it. Yes mistakes happen but i agree that it shouldn't be a 2nd choice and if you want to do it you can’t turn back on it. This selection also represents the majority of American parents and how they think and develop as parents.
My personal experiences with seeing and hearing about this problem definitely intrigued me with knowing very well how this feels. Growing up with just my mom and sister is 1 example I use to show that neglect can be worked around and can be built upon as a strength without the feeling of neglect itself. Another example I’ve been exposed to as a teen is my friend moving to be with his grandparents after both of his parents died and him being introverted for a very long time until high school came around and he started to change as a person and a friend.
If I were to make notes on this subject I would prefer to use a bubble chart to show the positives the negatives the reactions the growth and the performance we have shown over the years without a parent or both parents support. Or a T chart to do the same.
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