Music is such an important part of most people's lives today. It can lift our spirits, mellow us out, fire us up, drag us down…it pretty much always invokes an emotional response when we listen on one level or another.
Not long ago while
driving home from work, I experienced one of those emotions in a major way. You
see, I was driving along in my own little private world of thoughts and images,
where the sky is always Dodger blue and the mailbox is only filled with birthday
cards. Yeah, and you always have ice cream in the freezer that has never been
opened before…anyway…that's when Josh Groban's tenor voice filled my car with a
very familiar song.
When I am down and oh my soul so weary
troubles come and my heart burdens me
Then I am still and wait here in the
Until you come and sit a while with me
You raise me up so I
can stand on mountains
You raise me to walk on stormy seas
I am strong
when I am on your shoulders
You raise me up to more than I can
My eyes filled with tears as I drove along heading directly for
the person that embodies that very song for me. She will be waiting for me, glad
to see me once again…wait a minute…she? That's a Christian song about Jesus
There was a very difficult time in my life when that precise
thought, about that very song, confused me. You see, I was separated from my wife Candice,
but she...just like my Savior... stood by me and kept me strong, faithful and
focused. I would hear Josh Groban and feel equally emotional about the lyrics
that described what both meant to me. So much…so strong.
Guilt would then
lead to prayer and study in God's word about why I was confusing the two, when
one day in reading I came across Ephesians 5:25:
love your wives, just as Christ loved the church…
when I clearly came to the understanding that I'm supposed to love her, yes my
beautiful wife and soul mate, just as strong as Jesus loves me…meaning only He
comes before her in my heart and soul. A wonderful peace came over me. I felt
that peace today again on the way home to be with her.
Marriage is an
important bond to God. He gave us so much in His word about what He expects in
our marriages. I'm so glad I have a marriage built on the foundation of God. I'm
most appreciative He blessed me with a wonderful woman who is only second to
Him. She lifts me up…just like Jesus.
My wish is that God blesses you, as
He has me, with an amazing spouse….or maybe He has already. Amen.